Monday, January 30, 2023

Reflecting the Change You Want to See – The Importance of Involvement in Equity and Inclusion Initiatives

From the January 27, 2023 issue of the Transformational Times


Perspective/Opinion

Reflecting the Change You Want to See – The Importance of Involvement in Equity and Inclusion Initiatives

By Michael Stout, Ed.D. – Master of Science in Anesthesia Program Director



The importance of diversity and equity in our organization is demonstrated by our values. But how we invest our time is where real change is cultivated… 



Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion goals are often easier to design than they are to achieve. We value their importance, yet gaps persist. These issues were seldom mentioned when I first entered graduate school. More recently, I would be hard-pressed to find a college leader who does not support DEI initiatives. It appears we renewed interest and enthusiasm for addressing gaps and inequality wherever they exist, including our college campuses. Creating a thriving community built on principles of respect and inclusion remains an institutional priority, but how can we make it imperative? The benefits of participation in DEI initiatives can extend beyond individual growth and development and promote positive change beyond our role. 

Admittedly, I have struggled to find time to participate in development programs. There are countless instances when I have received an email and thought, “That sounds interesting. I would really like to attend that event” only to be pulled immediately back into the consuming list of my daily tasks. Inevitably, the date passes without consequence. While missing an opportunity is usually disappointing, the explanation that other activities were more pressing suffices to allay my concern. However, the impact my non-participation has on my team, and the larger organization, is often missed. A person’s priorities can be discerned by where they spend their most precious resource, their time. How could my faculty, staff, and students understand my support of DEI initiatives, if they do not see me participate? 


These programs are designed to help move our organization

The resources dedicated to them aim to transform our campus community and achieve outcomes that align with our values. As an academic leader, I wish for everyone in my unit to attend these events. I welcome the transformational ideas they bring back to our team. But if I choose not to participate, why would I expect that anyone else will? Therefore, my decisions have expanding ripple effects. These decisions not only impact my own development, but can also impact my team, and the larger organizational culture. 

There is growing evidence that improving diversity yields benefits in both private and public institutions. To this end, I pledge to attend an IWILL event to broaden my views on gender. These programs present opportunities to demonstrate our commitment to improving organizational culture. I am grateful for all the hard work, generously provided, by those who organize and attend them. 

While the demands upon our time are likely to remain unchanged, investing in these initiatives can help close the gap between the aspiration for change and its achievement. 



Michael Stout, EdD, is an Assistant Professor in the Department of Anesthesiology at MCW, a Certified Anesthesiologist Assistant, and Program Director for the Master of Science in Anesthesia Program at MCW.

Thursday, January 26, 2023

Bearing Witness to Pain

 From the January 27, 2023 issue of the Transformational Times


MedMoth Story

 



Bearing Witness to Pain 

 

 

By Meghan Schilthuis 

 

 

Meghan Schilthuis, a third-year medical student at MCW-Milwaukee, shares an impactful patient encounter from her first clinical rotation. This story was shared as part of the 2022 MCW MedMoth storytelling evening…  

 

I began my M3 year this past June on my pediatrics rotation, excited to convert knowledge gained from many hours spent studying for the USMLE Step 1 into “the real world” of patient care. I spent my first two weeks in outpatient clinics and had a lot of fun interacting with relatively healthy kids. I wasn’t sure what to expect as I moved to the inpatient portion of the rotation and began a week of night float at the Children’s Hospital of Wisconsin.  

 On my second or third night, my intern and I got a call about an adolescent boy who would be coming up to our team. I began looking through his chart and learned that this boy, who I’ll call Zack, was being admitted with concern for infection in the context of extensive burns suffered a few months prior. My heart fell when I read that these burns were the result of an attempt to end his own life. What sort of situation would we be walking in to?  

When Zack arrived on the floor, my resident and I went to go see him together. We found him lying in bed, heavily bandaged, and clearly in a lot of pain. After we gathered some history and did as much of a physical assessment as possible, Zack’s mom looked at my resident and asked, “Could we speak out in the hall for a couple of minutes?” I wasn’t sure if I was supposed to follow my resident out into the hall, but felt like I should stay behind with Zack. 

 As my resident and Zack’s mom walked out, I had a brief moment of panic; what could I do or say that could possibly help him feel any better? I had no medication to offer him. His skin was so painful to the touch that I couldn’t offer a hand of comfort. I settled for asking him about the stuffed frog he had. He suddenly stopped writhing, locked eyes with me, and exclaimed, “I wouldn’t have done it if I knew it would be this much pain!” Even though we hadn’t talked about how he got his burns, we both knew exactly what “it” he was referring to.  

I fought back any chance for my eyes to well up with tears. “I’m sorry you’re in so much pain. We’re going to do everything we can to help you feel better.” Even though I knew I probably shouldn’t, I couldn’t help but think of my little brother who is the same age as Zack; my little brother who loves to play football and baseball, concoct interesting culinary combinations, and learn new songs on his bass guitar. How could a middle schooler like Zack be saddled with so much pain at such a young age? 

After a few minutes, Zack’s mom came back with my resident and said to me, “I’m sorry, Zack can be a little dramatic.”

“Oh, no, don’t worry,” I told her as I waved goodbye. My resident and I left to staff the case with the attending before our next admission. 

The busyness of the rest of the shift kept me occupied, but I found myself thinking about Zack as I drove home and got ready for bed. When I called my mom to catch up the next day, I shared some of the story with her. She could tell that I was still feeling badly about Zack. She encouraged me to stop worrying about him, which sounded a little harsh to me at first, but she was correct in pointing out that my concern would not change things for Zack. 

Even still, I left our conversation wondering how physicians can best bear witness to their patients’ suffering without allowing it to consume their thoughts. 

In my interaction with Zack, I felt a tension between my strong desire to alleviate his pain and an uncertainty about how to do that. Even though I felt like there was little I could do for him at the time, looking back, I hope that our brief connection helped him feel less alone in that moment. 

I never saw Zack again after that night and don’t know what happened. Wherever he is today, I hope he’s healing and doing well.  

 

Meghan Schilthuis is a third-year medical student at MCW-Milwaukee. She is one of the student leaders of MCW’s MedMoth storytelling event.  

 


Monday, January 23, 2023

There is No Success Alone

From the 1/20/2023 issue of the Transformational Times


There is No Success Alone 



By Cassie Ferguson, MD – Associate Director of the Kern Institute 


 

 

"Talent wins games, but teamwork and intelligence win championships." 

-Michael Jordan 


The depth and breadth of our collective success in the Section of Pediatric Emergency Medicine is staggering. And the pride and reverence with which each of us holds these successes, regardless of the role we played in them, is a testament to the love we have for our patients and for one another.  

It also is a testament to our leader, Dr. David Brousseau.  

Our section begins 2023 with a goodbye to our chief of eleven years, whom we affectionately call D-bro. Dr. Brousseau is leaving for Delaware after 23 years of service to MCW, and I couldn't let him leave without trying my best to explain how much he has meant to me and to all of us – to our team. 

The Section of Pediatric Emergency Medicine is working to address food insecurity among our patient's families, improve patient health literacy and numeracy, strengthen the coordination between the Emergency Department (ED) and our EMS colleagues, decrease sexually transmitted infections in our adolescent patients, share our experience in pediatric sedation medicine with colleagues in under-resourced countries, sharpen our section’s bedside ultrasound skills, ensure all patients have access to life-saving flu vaccines, and give kids who have been victims of interpersonal violence a chance to go to summer camp. Among other things. 

Our team is committed to this challenging work. We also like to win. We are especially proud of wins that showcase our team’s ability to work together creativity – even when it has nothing to do with emergency medicine, and everything to do with teamwork. Even if it’s just for fun. 

For six of the seven years that the Children’s Specialty Group has held a Halloween costume contest at Children’s Wisconsin, the Section of Pediatric Emergency Medicine has either won first place or been in the top three (we don't count the year we were allegedly disqualified). This success is not by accident. Every year, months in advance, we vote on a theme and then each of us—faculty and staff—works on putting together our individual costume such that it fits into the theme. As an often overlooked and perhaps maligned department of the hospital (hey— we don’t like to call you to consult at 0300 either), winning this contest has become a source of pride, primarily because we do it together.  

All hail the Section of Pediatric Emergency Medicine’s Halloween Costume Dynasty. 


“How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.” 

-A.A. Milne 


I admit this Associate Director's Corner is less an article than a love letter to my pediatric emergency medicine colleagues and to Dr. Brousseau. 

Twelve years ago, I was a new attending physician and had just moved back to Milwaukee with my husband, our three-year old son, and a newborn. I felt so lost. I remember wanting desperately to contribute and to feel useful, yet not knowing how. Within three years, I was co-directing the Quality Improvement and Patient Safety Scholarly Pathway for the medical school, was selected to participate in MCW’s Docere II teaching course and had begun an advanced improvement methods course at Cincinnati Children’s Hospital.  

I acknowledge this required a certain amount of work on my part, but I also know that none of it would have happened without Dr. Brousseau and those foundational opportunities that were key to me building what has become an incredibly fulfilling career. 

Even more meaningfully, for the past 12 years Dr. Brousseau has consistently reminded me what I am capable of and what I contribute, empowering me to take risks and to step into roles I thought were too big for me. 

As I look around at my section colleagues, and at what they have achieved, Dr. Brousseau’s legacy becomes very clear: His leadership has enabled us all to thrive. We are purpose-driven and optimistic; we are continuously learning and pushing for change; we know how we can contribute to the greater good of the section and our community at large and we are given the space to do so. Even in our section's darkest hours, instead of fear and uncertainty and anger tearing us apart, we rose together, becoming closer and more determined to navigate the darkness together. 


"The good leader is he who the people revere. The great leader is he who the people say, we did it ourselves."

-Lao Tzu 


In this country, we like to think of good leadership as big, bold and brash. Crashing through obstacles, pushing past limits. Loudly declaring itself. All-knowing. Strength of conviction is often more apparent than strength of character in the leaders we choose and in those chosen for us. 

Dr. Brousseau, however, has shown me leadership that enables thriving is quiet. It takes mindful, careful steps as if feeling the earth beneath its feet as it walks. This kind of leadership is inclusive. It widens our field of attention and helps us be aware of when we are being called to be more loving, more compassionate, more open hearted. It engenders trust -- not through convincing, but through presence. And it doesn’t get frustrated when it must explain how to calculate positive predictive value for the 1000th time during journal club. 


“Goodbye always makes my throat hurt.” 

-Charlie Brown 


Whenever I sat down with Dr. Brousseau in his office for my annual faculty review, he always began our conversation by asking, "What is your favorite part of your job?"  

If I had that question to answer one more time, knowing that it would be our final faculty review and the last time I would have the chance to share my answer with him, I would say this: 

There are too many favorite parts to name them all. I love showing up to the ED and getting a hug from the person I’m getting sign-out from. I love that when I want to switch a shift so that I can see my kid’s baseball game, someone will instantly volunteer to help. I love that our section meetings never end on time because we are all so excited to see and talk to each other.

Perhaps most of all, I love that I have the freedom to do what I love to do with people I love, and the support and encouragement to keep doing it better.  

Thank you, Dr. Brousseau, for pushing us, for fighting for us, for holding us all together. For helping us to thrive.  


Cassie Ferguson is an Associate Professor in the Department of Pediatrics, Section of Emergency Medicine at MCW. She is the Associate Director of the Robert D. and Patricia E. Kern Institute for the Transformation of Medical Education.  

Thursday, January 19, 2023

Three New Year's Questions for Amy Zosel, MD, MSCS

From the January 20, 2023 New Year’s Resolutions issue of the Transformational Times



Three New Year's Questions for Amy Zosel, MD, MSCS



As part of our January 20, 2023 issue, the newsletter reached out to several facutly, staff, and students and asked them three questions about their hopes and plans for 2023. Here is a resposnse from Emergency Medicine faculty member and recipient of multiple teaching awards, Amy Zosel, MD, MSCS.


Transformational Times: What is one thing that you hope for when you think about 2023? Why? 

Amy Zosel, MD, MSCS: In 2023, I hope for opportunity to reconnect with family and friends. As front-line health care providers, we were asked to ramp up our work, and pour time and energy into solving new problems. There were extra planning meetings and task forces to develop COVID-related clinical pathways and creatively move education to online platforms. While people in other sectors found time to pursue baking sourdough and playing board games, we were busier than normal. Many of us are also trying to figure out how to do online school at home with our kids. As this business dissipates, my hope is to spend more quality time connecting face-to-face with loved ones. I am especially looking forward to travel this year. 


Transformational Times: Do you have a new year's resolution that you can share with us? What inspired you to choose that? How is it going so far? 

Amy Zosel, MD, MSCS: Our Department of Emergency Medicine did an exercise challenge this fall. (Nothing like a little friendly competition to get you on the treadmill). Fitting in a little exercise everyday feels great, so I am aiming to continue that. Thanks, MCW EM Wellness Committee! 


Transformational Times: What do you see as an example of the "new normal" in our world? How do you feel about it? 

Amy Zosel, MD, MSCS: An example of the “new normal” is the opportunity to take meetings via Zoom. While this offers certain flexibility and cuts down on commute time, it can be difficult to engage deeply at home and at work. We need to make sure meetings are meaningful and that we are giving our families the attention they deserve. 


Amy Zosel, MD, MSCS, is an Associate Professor; Interim Division Chief, Medical Toxicology; and Director of Research Operations and Mentorship in the Emergency Medicine Hub for Collaborative Medicine at MCW. She also has been active with the Council for Women’s Advocacy (CWA) -- an advisory committee on issues of professional development of all faculty members.

Monday, January 16, 2023

The Kern Institute Learns to Blow our Shofar!

From the January 13, 2023 issue of the Transformational Times




The Kern Institute Learns to Blow our Shofar!  


By Adina Kalet, MD, MPH


In this week’s Director’s Corner, Dr. Kalet describes what she learned about transformational leadership while drinking coffee on a beach overlooking the Mediterranean Sea …

 

The beginning is the most important part of the work.

-Plato


In December 2018, I traveled to Israel to meet with palliative care physician and medical educator Dr. Dafna Meitar and educational psychologist and philosopher Dr. Daniel Marom. We talked about the Mandel Leadership Institute’s Leadership in Medical Education Program, a sophisticated, unique, year-long, philosophically-framed, intensive training they were creating in Jerusalem. We spent a whole day in a café in the coastal city of Herzliya, looking out over the Mediterranean, drinking coffee, eating pita, hummus, and diced salad, and discussing medical education. Ideas flew back and forth. We shared serious ideas, stories, and jokes. We gesticulated wildly. I got a tan and furiously took notes in multiple colors. 

When there was a lull in the conversation, I asked their advice about the job opportunity I was contemplating in Milwaukee. Daniel asked solemnly, “When you take this job, what will you mean by ‘transforming medical education’?” 

I talked unintelligently for a few minutes, reciting the laundry list of things I intended to do, but the look on their faces made it clear I hadn’t answered his question. “You must develop your shofar!” he said, cutting me off. “You must articulate the why of your work before  you will be ready to decide on the what.” He assumed that I would—although I had not yet decided to—take the job. 

Soon after that conversation, I accepted the offer. 

A shofar is an ancient musical instrument made from a ram’s horn. It was used like a modern bugle to call the community together for important announcements and discussion, to proclaim important calendar events, and to note solemn occasions. In modern times, the shofar is used during the Jewish High Holidays. In my community, the shofar can be—and is—blown by any member of the community with the proper embouchure. It is considered an honor and a source of pride to be able to “blow shofar.” 

I find the sound of the shofar stirring and meaningful. It accompanies those moments during the religious services when, in community, we are contemplating past errors, seeking forgiveness, and feeling humble. In awe, we formulate our resolutions for the future. I knew that by linking my career change to the shofar, Daniel was challenging me to think deeply and then “blast a horn” to get the attention of like-minded others so we could articulate a manifesto that would transform medical education. I had no clue what that would require, but I was reassured that Daniel and Dafna would be there to accompany me.

Once I joined the Kern Institute in fall 2019, I saw that our members were very busy. They had rolled up their sleeves and were solving problems. The KI had launched a robust faculty development program (KINETIC3), a well-being curriculum for students (REACH), and the Transformational Initiatives (TI2) program. However, I sensed that our members, our community within MCW, and the community beyond our walls did not clearly understand why we were doing what we were doing. I searched for ways to dedicate time to rest from all the doing and engage in some deep thinking. 


COVID-19 changed everything, and we wrote (and we wrote...)

As they say, be careful what you wish for! In March 2020, with the pandemic on our heels,  we launched the Transformational Times and have published weekly ever since. Once a collection of quality essays built over the first year-and-a-half, we published them in Character and Caring: A Pandemic Year in Medical Education at the end of 2021. 

Now, as we have continued our work and our writing, we present our new book, Character and Caring: Medical Education Emerge From the Pandemic, which was released on  January 2nd, 2023!  See Dr. Fletcher’s essay in this issue detailing the history of our work. 


Please consider purchasing the two volume Character and Caring  set (at a special price) for your favorite health professional. This is our shofar! It is a good read. Every member of the Kern Institute is expected to write regularly. The Transformational Times and the books call us all together for the deep conversations. In addition, we are publishing contributions from an enlarging group of local and national stakeholders and fellow travelers. 

Many have heard the “blast.” We receive emails from our readers and have regular literal and virtual hallway conversations stimulated by the essays. The responses are mostly expressions of appreciation for the opportunity to hear our why; the newsletter and books allow people to know us and know our work. Readers regularly share their own stories. There has been an occasional friendly debate and rarely a pointed disagreement. We welcome it all.  


Beyond the transactional to the transformational

We have a much more to learn from Drs. Marom and Meitar. Their deep and abiding respect for educators is intoxicating. They believe that educational leaders, through their work, define and design their professional community and, therefore, are responsible for giving expression to the values that comprise what medical sociologist, Eliot Freidson, PhD, called the "soul of their profession." Their approach to leadership development is guided by a clearly articulated framework they call a “typology” made up of five interrelated levels. The typology frames everything they do to facilitate—and provides a language for ensuring—that leaders understand why we are doing what we are doing. This, in turn, greatly enhances the likelihood that these motivated and committed individuals will have an impact that goes well beyond the transactional toward the transformational. 

All the work in the Leadership in Medical Education Program is done in peer groups and supported by coaching. Through discourse, readings, and reflective writing, senior medical educators wrestle first with core philosophical ideas surrounding human health and sickness (Level 1 of the typology) followed by questions surrounding the larger aims of the education of physicians (Level two). Then, and only then, are they allowed to dive into the implications of all this for educational theory (Level 3), implementation of new educational practice (Level 4) and, finally, evaluation of outcomes of that practice to measure success (Level 5). 

For most physicians who are very action-oriented, it takes discipline not to jump into the “doing” (Level 3) too soon. But, with practice and experience, most of Meitar and Marom’s participants internalize the discipline needed to seriously engage with the philosophical questions underpinning medical education before jumping into or designing and/or implementing programs. 

 Over the past few years, as I have worked with the five medical schools in Israel (more on that another time). I have had the honor of meeting many of the nearly fifty medical educators who have completed the Mandel Institute’s Leadership in Medical Education Program. After experiencing a very old-fashioned medical education themselves, most of them light up when discussing the pleasure in having the opportunity to engage with their peers intellectually and personally through this program. They are inspired to lead the change that is needed, even though it will be difficult, even though it will be resisted, and even though resources are very limited. Many of these graduates are now moving into positions of influence in their medical schools. 

Marom and Meitar are having an impact on the future of the whole country. I continue to take notes in multiple colors and have tried to bring these renderings into our work in the Kern Institute.  


Checking in again

After a couple of years in lockdown, I recently returned to a beach café in Israel to meet with Dafna and Daniel, both of whom are now affiliate faculty of the Kern Institute. They read our Transformational Times. They are still working to lift up medical education in their country as we are in ours. We discussed how the Kern Institute’s shofar is going and shared our successes and challenges. It is my hope to bring them to Milwaukee very soon (in the warm season) to teach us a thing or two about medical education leadership. I will take them—and as many of you as can join us—to the South Shore Terrace Kitchen & Beer Garden for a campfire, some s’mores, and a view of Lake Michigan. 

Looking out over the water, we will pick up our conversations from where we left off. 


Adina Kalet, MD MPH is the Director of the Robert D. and Patricia E. Kern Institute for the Transformation of Medical Education and holder of the Stephen and Shelagh Roell Endowed Chair at the Medical College of Wisconsin.


Thursday, January 12, 2023

Love in the Time of Medical School

From the December 30, 2022 issue of the Transformational Times


Perspective/Opinion


Love in the Time of Medical School



Nicholas Visser – MCW Class of 2023



Once a staple of the American social scene, swing dancing is a vigorous form of dance which requires exquisite rhythm and grace. Alternatively - as for my teenage self - it is a time in which a man can speak to a woman, providing he can keep left foot one and left foot two from colliding for a few minutes. I would like to think that night at a church fundraiser it was my comedic chops that proved myself worthy of a second date, but I have been assured it was how convinced I was that I did not look like a fool dancing the night away. In either case, it would be easy to say that the rest is history; however, there’s more to this story.


Finding one’s spouse in college is a story that has been told a thousand times. The joy of discovering freedom and responsibility. The winter break trips to each hometown, anxiously seeking parental approval. On some occasions, a shared career interest can add to the connection. In my case, a shared goal of medical school tested and formed it.


Surely, it was only a few months into dating that Anna and I become aware that we both intended to become physicians, but this desire did not weigh so heavily on our relationship until Fall 2018. I had graduated and elected to take a gap year, in part for the opportunity to apply in the same cycle. Anna was enjoying a thrilling senior year. We both had worked tirelessly on primary and secondary applications. But as interview invites were released, the dream of having the chance to study together in medical school was evaporating. As fall turned to winter, we had only two shared interviews and no shared acceptances.


The reality of having to choose between starting our lives together and both pursuing this career had become such a real possibility. In those moments – sharing long evenings discussing our values and priorities – I believe that the groundwork for a strong marriage was formed: listening and being open to working through any challenge together. Less than one week after one particularly moving discussion, I bought an engagement ring. Less than one week after that, we shared an acceptance to the Medical College of Wisconsin.


It is hard to say where we would be now had our cards not turned up so serendipitously, but I know that being willing to bet on our relationship and let career aspirations follow has strengthened rather than weakened us as individuals and as students. Focusing first on loving and serving one another has developed a habit of caring and hard work that benefits our patients and colleagues. As medical school gives way to the match, residency, and attending life, I know the rhythm of life may get more complicated, but I am confident I will be able to keep the beat with my till-death-do-us-dance partner by my side.



Nicholas Visser is a medical student at MCW-Milwaukee.

Editor's note: This essay, which originally appeared in the Transformational Time's Valentine's Day issue (2/11/2022), was one of the most popular of the year. 


Monday, January 9, 2023

Temperature


Temperature


By David Nelson, PhD, MS



Temperature
36 degrees Fahrenheit.
AM? PM?
Breathe that stands out.
Feet to stand on – cold.
Concrete to stand on – cold.
It rains, and the feet on the concrete – are cold.
Head, shoulders, arms, waist, legs, wet and cold.
You are out and in need of everything.
Gratitude for those that come along to support.
Holding a sign with shaking hands from the cold.
Breathe or fog – we do not know.
AM? PM?
36 degrees Fahrenheit.







Author’s Notes

This day was memorable for all the wrong reasons. There are days in the city that are just glorious. Bluebird days with blue skies and moderate temperatures and a shining sun. Then, there are days like this one. Gray clouds, frosty-just-short-of-freezing air and rain. I do not remember exactly if the forecast predicted a day of the weather, but having been out on the streets doing outreach for many years, I thought it could be just like this all day long. I snapped a picture with my phone of the digital thermometer in the truck while stopping for a coffee up a coffee and it stood out. Only the temperature showed on the digital thermometer. For some reason I thought it might be the same temperature all day long and it turned out to be so. It was going to be a crap weather day.


A recurrent theme of the streets are shoes. Community members walk a lot. It is not unusual to for someone to walk five or six miles on a given day. On outreach, I look at a person’s feet first. The shoes tell me a lot about the person. I can also know their size and if they have feet issues by seeing how they wear their shoes out. Worn heels signify one issue, toe sticking straight up or to the side another issue and so on. The size comes from changing a lot of shoes over the years – the benefit of working in a shoe store for a season.


David Nelson, PhD MS is an Associate Professor of Family and Community Medicine at MCW. He leads many of MCW’s community engagement efforts, partnering with public and private organizations to enhance learning, research, patient care and the health of the community. Much of this work involves leaving campus and going to the places where the people he wants to help live, work and play. He serves on the board of Friedens Community Ministries, a local network of food pantries working to end hunger in the community.

Thursday, January 5, 2023

Finally Flourishing: A Long Journey to Living the Life She Was Meant to Live


 
Finally Flourishing: A Long Journey to Living the Life She Was Meant to Live   



By Adina Kalet, MD, MPH 

 
 


This week Dr. Kalet shares (with permission) what she has learned from witnessing the life journey of a longtime colleague, a physician leader, and a transgender woman ... 
 
 


“Like so many trans people I don’t remember a time that I didn’t feel I was the wrong gender,” Joanne said recently, recalling growing up in the 1950s as a quiet, withdrawn, ‘super-confused’ boy. Until one day in sixth grade,” she continued, “I went to the library and found a few books about transexual people.” The image of a prepubescent boy laying on the concrete library floor reading a book flashed in my “mind’s eye.” I could imagine the deep relief she must have felt to put words to the feelings, learning, for the first time that there were others like her out there.   
 
She described her high school-aged self as a “super-introverted, mute, ashamed,” and very lonely teenager.   
 

Joanne first told me she was a woman in 1990 when she looked very much like the man she had been for the first forty years of her life. She was still the bearded and balding man I had known as my favorite fellowship officemate and partner in a research project on physician-patient risk communication. I was initially shocked by the matter-of-fact admission and graphic description of gender dysphoria. At that point in time, I had no experience talking openly with someone who was transgender. But because of our friendship, I quelled my confused panic and listened carefully. The story, hard to hear, shot through with sadness, depression, loneliness, awkward relationships and periods of self-hatred broke my heart. At the same time, I was struck by the absolute certainty of my friend's femaleness. “I am a woman. I have been all my life.”  
 
Those next few years were a low point. While still living as a man, raising young children, and married for a second time, Joanne and her wife worked hard to hold it together. They both completed their medical training, found meaningful clinical work, and raised their family. However, after being hospitalized for suicidal depression, they knew that moving forward would require Joanne living openly and honestly as a woman.   
 
 
A familiar voice  
 
Almost twenty-five years later, I stared up at the television set in the patient lounge, drawn by the familiar voice I had not heard in a long while.  It was October 24th, 2014, and I watched the all-too-common national news coverage of a mass shooting. The local Chief Medical Officer stood at the podium describing the teenagers in the ICU, who had suffered bullet wounds to the head delivered by a 14-year-old classmate who opened fire in the cafeteria at Marysville Pilchuck High School in a suburb north of Seattle. After describing the gruesome situation as tactfully, clinically, and calmly as possible, Dr. Joanne Roberts said, "Our community is going to mourn this for years." She went on, "I can tell you that we will all go home tonight and cry."  
 
I emailed her immediately. “I saw you. That was you, right?” (I had not seen her for years), “You were so beautiful. What a great communicator, leader, and public physician,” I continued to gush. She politely confirmed this was her and thanked me for the compliments. I realized too late that my comments on her physical beauty and poise could have seemed rather sexist given that she was clearly doing her job expertly as a senior, physician leader. But to be honest, my clumsiness resulted from the powerful relief I felt to see her looking so confident and relaxed in her own personal and professional identity and, truthfully, I was thankful that she was alive.   
 
 
The gift of being “Trans” 
 
Joanne is retired now, living a peaceful life as a single woman surrounded by many close friends. There were hard times after her transition. She and her wife divorced. She remains close with her children who have struggled from time to time with their “dad’s” gender transition but have moved on as she has. 
 
Her three careers, first as a journalist, then a practicing palliative care physician and, finally, her six years as Chief Medical Officer at a hospital in Washington State, have given her many opportunities to consider issues related to gender and work. Reflection, reading, and talking with others have made her wise.  
 
“In my career, it was a gift to be trans, to have been socialized as a boy, and to live as a woman was a gift,” she shared during a recent conversation.  “… after the shooting, for instance… leading as a woman but having the male socialization, allowed me to act with confidence (real or false), …and be strong with the press, families, and law enforcement.” She reflected on how the complex alchemy of her gender as well as her professional journey enabled her to serve the community, helping them face the horrific moment, “…having been a journalist, …. I trust the media; they want to get the news out to the community. It was easy for me to do.”  
 
And finally, she attributes being calm in a crisis, seeing opportunity in bad times, and listening more than talking, to her unique experience of being socialized as a boy and living as a woman. While she readily describes blatant discrimination, she finds ways to empathize with all perspectives and points of view.  
 
Her leadership skills were honed by the many surprises of her gender journey. “One of the biggest shocks of my transition was that my biggest supporters were my conservative friends,” she says, noting the irony. It turned out that the people with whom she had already had a relationship found it much easier to accept her as Joanne. “It is so easy to hate groups and hard to hate individuals,” she notes, “…knowing this has made me a much better leader…you inspire, one conversation at a time.”  
 
 
The depression is cured 
 
Joanne had always wanted to become a physician. In the 1980s, though, despite having finally found a therapist and physician willing to help with the transition using gender-affirming hormone therapy, and even though planning to fully transition surgically and live as a feminine woman, Joanne stopped the transition because many medical schools considered transsexuality a mental illness incompatible with being a physician. This was a fraught, nearly unbearable tradeoff.  
 
Eventually, she was able to transition. “The sadness is gone, it never gets dark, I haven’t had an episode of depression since transition.” The emotionality she gained being able to live as a woman, attributed both to female hormones and the experience of being treated by others as a woman, greatly enhanced her capacity to practice palliative care medicine. Although Joanne is not a highly vocal advocate for the “queer community,” she does supportive work through one-on-one mentoring. “I just want to fit in as a woman doctor. No need for advocacy…” Toward the end of her administrative career, there was no explicit discussion with her bosses about transition. “A lot of people know, and a lot don’t,” she reflected with a verbal shrug. This is what acceptance sounds like.  
 
 
We have work to do…  
 
Less than 1% of physicians and matriculating medical students identify as Transgender or Non-Binary (TGNB). Most practicing physicians have persistent gaps in their knowledge about even the most mundane routine care for TGNB patients despite the increasing number of patients requiring that care.  
 
The public has become more accepting of gender diversity. A GLAAD—the world's largest Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender and Queer (LGBTQ) advocacy organization—survey from 2016 showed that nearly 12% of millennials identified as TGNB. Despite the increase in visibility and acceptance, those who identify as TGNB continue to be marginalized in their communities and vulnerable to high rates of depression, self-harm, homelessness, substance abuse, and sexually transmitted infections. Many healthcare settings continue to perpetuate intolerance by denying TGNB patients access to a clinician knowledgeable about gender-affirming care or treating sexual minorities with disrespect.  
 
As medical schools, we have a role to play in diversifying the physician workforce and ensuring that the workforce meets the needs of the communities we serve. We do this by becoming actively inclusive. We recruit students from gender minority groups, make efforts to feature TGNB students and physicians in public messaging, and encourage our current students, staff, and physicians to see themselves in the curriculum, the work, research, community engagement, and social events. We offer clinical care tailored for the LGBTQ+ community.  
 
While Joanne is delighted and envious that the world has become a much safer place for young people to explore their many identities, she hopes that this will lead to more character and caring. She worries that we are not socializing our young doctors “to have integrity, to develop wisdom.” She challenges us to remain clear about why we do this work. “I found in my leadership career when I was younger, I focused on the doctors, when I got older, I focused on patients again…we come to work to serve them…” That is what matters most.  
 


 
For further reading: 
 
https://www.aamc.org/news-insights/we-need-more-transgender-and-gender-nonbinary-doctors  
 
Westafer LM, Freiermuth CE, Lall MD, Muder SJ, Ragone EL, Jarman AF. Experiences of Transgender and Gender Expansive Physicians. JAMA New Open. 2022;5(6):e2219791. doi:10.1001/jamanetworkopen.2022.19791  
 
https://www.aamc.org/media/9641/download?attachment 
 
https://www.aafp.org/news/practice-professional-issues/20181214transgendercare.html 
 
https://www.glaad.org/publications/accelerating-acceptance-2016 
 
 

Adina Kalet, MD, MPH, is the Director of the Robert D. and Patricia E. Kern Institute for the Transformation of Medical Education and holder of the Stephen and Shelagh Roell Endowed Chair at the Medical College of Wisconsin. 
 
 
 
 
 

Monday, January 2, 2023

So, You Want to Publish Your Medical Education Paper in Academic Medicine - The @AcadMedJournal Editors Share Their Tips



So, You Want to Publish Your Medical Education Paper in Academic Medicine - The @AcadMedJournal Editors Share Their Tips


By Bruce H. Campbell, MD FACS


Dr. Campbell, who curates the blog, shares highlights of a recent podcast moderated by Toni Gallo, the Academic Medicine staff editor, with practical tips that will smooth your way into publishing in the journal ...


Happy New Year! Maybe one of your resolutions this year is to publish a MedEd article in a top-tier journal. You can do it!

To make it more likely, the editors of Academic Medicine created an Academic Medicine Podcast (12/19/2022) where the people who help decide what will get into print offer a peak behind the curtain. The episode is entitled “Writing Effectively and Navigating the Publication Process."


First of all, here are links to online medical writing resources: 



Below are tips and suggestions that each editor offers. As you prepare your manuscript, remember that folks like these editors will eventually be reading it. 


Colin West, MD, PhD (Deputy Editor, Professor of Medicine, Medical Education, and Biostatistics, Mayo Clinic) 

Three things to think about when preparing a manuscript:
  • Be clear on how a practical application of your work bridges the gap from theory to practice without overstating your findings
  • Be clear about the paper’s place in the field of study
  • Be honest and thoughtful about the paper’s limitations


Jonathan Michael Amiel, MD (Assistant Editor, Professor of Psychiatry and Senior Associate Dean for Innovation in Health Professions Education, Columbia University)

Things he hopes to see when reviewing a submission:
  • A clear demonstration of how the work helps make medical education better
  • The paper doesn’t overreach; rather it takes a “small bite” and rigorously addresses the problem


Laura E. Hirschfield, PhD (Assistant Editor, Associate Professor of Medical Education and Sociology, University of Illinois-Chicago) 

Things she looks for when reviewing a submission:
  • A clear demonstration that the authors have engaged with the foundational papers and authors in relevant fields, even if outside the traditional MedEd disciplines. 
  • A well-demonstrated link between the research question or topic and the research design 

Gustavo Patino, MD, PhD (Assistant Editor, Associate Professor of Neuroscience, Oakland University William Beaumont School of Medicine) 

Questions he asks as a reviewer:
  • Do the authors clearly articulate the research question?
  • Have they described the knowledge gap? 
  • What was the genesis of the idea? 
  • Why is it important that this question be answered? 
  • Are the research methods and study design appropriate to answer the question? 
  • In the Discussion, are the claims and takeaway points consistent with the Methods and Results? 


Dan Schumacher, MD, PhD, Med (Assistant Editor, Associate Professor, University of Cincinnati)

His advice to authors:
  • Pay attention to Lorelei Lingard’s idea of “It’s a Story, Not a Study.” Tell the reader why it’s important, what you found, and why what you found is important.
  • Rely on well-crafted research questions and matching methodologies. 
  • Write with clarity.


John H. Coverdale, MD (Associate Editor, Professor of Psychiatry and Behavioral Sciences, Baylor College of Medicine)

His advice to authors:
  • For both qualitative and quantitative research, make the Methods section crystal clear.  Explain how the design relates to the research question or hypothesis, including how it is appropriate to the question.


Mary Beth DeVilbiss (Managing editor)

What she likes to see in the visuals:
  • Exhibits, tables, figures, charts should have a clear purpose and add value.
  • Visuals that enhance and illuminate the text, but never repeat it. 


Teresa Chan, MD, MHPE (Associate editor)

How she describes the Academic Medicine "Innovation Reports": 
  • They are a first stab at a new way of doing things that builds on previous literature but then tweaks it in a novel way. Outline the problem, outline the approach, and always provide a reflective component.


Bridget O’Brien, PhD (Deputy editor, Adjunct Professor of Medicine, UCSF)

Things she suggests to authors before they submit a manuscript
  • Read through the manuscript three times before submitting. 
    • Read as an author. Make certain arguments flow and that essential details are covered. 
    • Read as a reviewer. Try to apply the manuscript review criteria you use to your own work. 
    • Read as a reader. Is it interesting? Do you skip sections? Does it make sense?
  • Then ask others to read your manuscript from these perspectives, as well. 


Tony Artino, PhD (Assistant Editor for Last Pages, Professor at the George Washington School of Medicine and Health Sciences)

Reactions he suggests you have if you are asked to “revise and resubmit”:
  • A revision request is a win, right? Don’t be discouraged! It is better to get it right before publication than after.
  • Revisions always result in a better paper. 
  • (Tongue-in-cheek) Editors and reviewers are always right. Realize that arguing only delays getting your manuscript into print. 
  • Remember that medical and health professions education is a very small world. Your work might end up in the hands of the same reviewers if you re-submit to another journal. So, be gracious.

That should get you started. Happy writing!


Bruce H. Campbell, MD, FACS, is a Professor in the Department of Otolaryngology and Communication Sciences and in the Institute for Health and Equity (Bioethics and Medical Humanities) at MCW. He is on the editorial board of the Transformational Times and a member of the Faculty Pillar of the Robert D. and Patricia E. Kern Institute for the Transformation of Medical Education. He has published two Innovation Reports in Academic Medicine and still learned some stuff listening to and summarizing this podcast.